I dream I was engaged !

The sky were blue and it was the perfect day to just sit back and relax at home. I was taking some time off from school life and decided to went back my hometown that weekend. I woke up in the morning and head straight for breakfast while watching television together with my sisters. After some time watching the television, I went to find my mother which to my surprise she was outside together with a bunch of people whom some I recognized (the village people and and my aunties) and some I don't. I seemed to be that they were busy preparing and cooking something, probably for an event. I ask my mother what seems to be the occasion here and she replied, "It's for your engagement, silly! Now go get dressed. They're coming soon!", and I was like, "WHAT!". This really surprised me. As surprised as I was at the moment, I didn't say anything and let alone argue or denied about the engagement, MY ENGAGEMENT. 

So, as a good daughter I was, I clean myself, get ready and prepare for the engagement ceremony. Apparently at that time, there were so many pretty clothes and dresses as if it was customarily made for me and for the ceremony. I had so many to choose from and in the end I choose a nice simple dress with a little splash of gold color to it. My mother was busy preparing the food, decoration and everything and I got no one to do my make up for, which in the end I did it myself and it turned out pretty flawlessly awesome! And then everything gets blurry. 

I don't quite remember what happen but when my sense came back, I saw a ring at my finger. I AM ENGAGED, OMG! but to whom? Who's the guy? I tried searching but to no avail nothing. It seems like the ceremony was over and right now I don't know who was my fiance. It's weird, its like he has some kind of mysterious aura in hi that make me go curious about his identity. But why so sudden my mother agree to this engagement? Was this an arrange marriage? Omg, I have fallen into a chapter in my life where arrange marriage did happen to me. Out of nowhere, I shadow could be seen. It has a man body figure but all black and I  could not recognize who he was. Was he my fiance? I tried followed the shadow but then I WOKE UP TO REALITY!

I dream we almost got engaged

You were dressed so nicely and I look pretty as well. We were in a car heading towards somewhere I did not know and as it turned out to be my hometown. We arrived at my house early in the morning and you parked your car in the garage at my house, just beside my father's car. We got out from the car and it did not feel like home to me. Everything looked so strange and strangers were everywhere. I could not see my parents nor my family anywhere but yet they were all very welcoming. 

It looks like they were celebrating something. So, we let ourselves into the house and instantly saw food and beverages everywhere. We drink and we ate, it was almost great. For some reason, some of the people there were my relatives whom I did not know but it was fine. We talked and we laughed all day long. They kept asking me who I came with and I said I came with you, my boyfriend. And then they started eyeing on him. I looked at you too. From a distance, I could see you were trying to get along with the crowd as you usually do and it made me smile. 

As one of the family members, I felt responsible to clean up the mess the guest had made, so I tried to help and the elderly saw me and they started judging me whether I am ready to be married to you or not? They did not ask much about our relationship but for what I know, they accept it with open hearts. 

When it was time to leave, I saw you going outside to the garage to smoke cigarette. I know that was the hint telling me you wanted to go home. I packed my stuff and met few of my relatives to say goodbye. At that point of the moment, it felt like I have my fiancee waiting outside and waiting for me before we hit the road. I did not know why I thought we were engaged, maybe the thought of we were at a family ceremony and with all the relatives keeps asking me about you, it felt like they gave me their blessing of our relationship and thus letting me to felt like we were engaged. I did not realize that until a lady came onto to me and we talked. 

I was outside of the house, near the garage, waiting for you to finish your cigar while you was saying goodbye to some of the people there. Then, came a lady and told me that you looked good and asked me your name. I told her your name and then I blurted out that you were my fiancee. And then it hit me, since when did we got engaged? The feeling of being in that house surrounded by family and relatives made me wish that you were already my fiancee. After you say your final goodbye, we hit the road and I smile all the way through the journey for I am lucky to have you.

I dream he cheats on me

It was the weekend and Ogie and I were staying at my house for some reason. We were in the bedroom just hanging out on the bed. He was very sweet and kept teasing me a lot. I like it when he's like that. I loved the way he played with my hair. I can already felt his love. . . feeling showered by all his love to me. Makes me feel that I am special to him. As if I am the luckiest girl to have him by my side. He kisses my cheek softly and played with my nose gently. It was by far the happiest moment I had ever had with him. 

Suddenly, out of nowhere, came Zati to our house. And for some unexplained reason, Ogie decided to go out with Zati and unfortunately I can't tag along because I have to study for some test and something something. So, I just stayed home trying to study but my mind seems can't focus because I know he is out there with another woman and I really cannot stand that. 

It was almost late in the evening and he still have not returned yet. I was getting a little worried and yet a bit curious. Where could they have gone to? I tried calling but he left his phone here. Then, I tried calling his badminton club's friends and asked them to look for him.

Eventually they found him. Quickly I went to meet him. As I was getting closer, I could see that he was not in good condition. He looked like he was beaten up but by who? He said he got ambushed by Azrul and his friends while he and Zati were taking a walk by the lake. I just sit there watching him talking and explaining to his friends of the incident. He got bruises all over his body and yet I could still see some blood from his wound. 

After they left, we walked home together. While walking, I asked him why did he brought Zati to the lake and why can't I go to the lake with him? He said it is dangerous for me to go to the lake as I am afraid of the water and he just simply said I can't go there. I was furious. Then I said "What if I want to go there too? Have you ever ask before? What makes Zati so special that you can take her there while I'm your girl but yet you cannot take me there. Even worst, that was your first time going there and it was with her!".

I ran back to the house feeling upset. I throw away both my shoes before getting into the house with tears in my eyes. It just hurts me. I feel pain. A moment before, we were so much in love and the not long after that he was already with another woman. Apparently, Zati was Azrul's girl for some reason and that's why they beat him up. I felt sorry for him because he got beaten up but at the same time I was in pain too. Feeling misery inside of myself. I just kept on crying. 

I suddenly woke up. Waking up in the morning feeling sad was the worst thing ever. Thank God I was not crying although I really did cried my eyes out in that dream. Not a single time wasted, I quickly texted Ogie telling him about my dream and he said it was foolish. There is no way he could do that, he said. Well, that takes all my worries away :)

I dream I was studying engineering with the iCarlys

I just woke up and it's like afternoon now and I decided to quickly write this post or I'll forget it later. I have bathed okay.

It was a typical school day and I was making moves to the classroom when I saw Sam, Carly and Freddy dancing around in this huge dance room. It's like they're practicing for their new show and Freddy was involved too (he's usually behind the camera) and I just walk in to know that's the class I've been looking for. I sit at the front row, exactly right in front the teacher's desk. I took my computer and start doing some engineering study when Sam come. She looks puzzled looking at my work and said, "so, that's what it looks like", "yeah, I guess so". After that, they all got into their places. When I came in, I saw no chair and desk but then when I was about to sit, appeared a chair and a desk in front. So, I just sit, Apparently, when you decided to sit, the chair and desk will just appear. Cool.

Not long after that, lots of student came in. All different faces I've never seen before but yet again, I saw a few of my classmate during high school (engineering class during Form 5) and they were all like 'hey, what's up!'. So, they notice me. I was kinda happy because it was like high school all over again but far more better because we're with the iCarlys too! Then, the teacher came in. It was my high school teacher, haha. Of course it was her, its engineering, who else are supposed to teach. Its all related. We were supposed to hand in our homework that day and I'm still not finish with it. So, I just ditch the class and went back to my dorm (yeah, I live in a dorm like when I was in high school)

I can't quite remember what happen there but I was staying at the same dorm I was when in high school. Ahh, the good all day. I was just hanging out and relaxing when my boyfriend called. He asked what I've been doing and I told him I ditch class today. He was angry when I ditch class so he wanted to see me. I got up and got all doll up just to meet him although I knew I was getting scold but it was all worth it because I got to see him (I haven't seen him for almost a month now because of semester break and I guess I just miss him) and I went straight to the faculty where he's waiting for me.

When I got out, I was in front of my house. That's weird. At the beginning, I was at the dorm, then when I went out, it was the front of my house. What a confusing dream. I was about to cross the road when I saw him, waiting for me while playing with his phone. I went straight to him and he said he wants to walk me to class. We went straight when we're supposed to turn left. We're going the wrong way actually. Although we're going the wrong way, I'm happy because it was with him. 

I don't know why but that was the most happiest moment in the entire dream. He was looking all good looking and I like the way he dress up. He was wearing a t-shirt inside and wore a plain blue shirt on the outside with a pair of light blue jeans, match with a pair of Van's shoes. He looks so good, I just want to hug him all day but unfortunately the dream ended right there. I heard my mom yelling to tell me to wake up because it's noon already.

Ahh, what a dream.

I dream I got married

I'm watching 'Say yes to the dress' at TLC right now. It's about bride picking out the right dress for their wedding. It's fun to watch and makes me can't wait to find my own wedding dress. 

So, yeah. I dream I got married to my boyfriend last night and it was fun. Who knew I'm getting married in my dream. It felt so real and convincing and I feel like I don't wanna wake up from that dream. It was sweet, the sweetest to its very limit. 

I don't know where I was at that time but then comes a man. He offered me a wedding ring and there were two of them, both looking so beautiful and gorgeous. There's a simple one and the other just kind a looks like there's a lot going on there. So, I choose the simple one. Yet after that, I got a weeding to attend. I was such in a hurry. All my girls are there and I remembered wearing a white gown for the wedding and he is also getting ready, helped by the guys. 

It was such a hurry wedding and everything turns out well in the end. I had fun during that wedding. Words cannot describe how I felt during during that beautiful ceremony. Then, we were taken to the raya time. We went back to my home place to celebrate Eidul Fitri and I was so busy introducing the husband to all the elderly.We were talking and laughing while having some good food when suddenly I just woke up from that dream, that beautiful dream of mine. 

Hmmm. It was so nice.

Chonny likes me ?!

Semester 1 Break blogging day #3

hello \(^O^)/

yeah, Chonny likes me! DAFUQ WITH THE TITLE? HAHA, JUST READ BITCHES :D

i was at UniSEL, the university where i'm currently studying now, just chilling and stuff

i don't quite remember what exactly happened but i'll try to remember

the first think i remember is that i was showering with my housemates. NAKED!

YIKES! why am i showering with them naked but didn't felt embarrassed at all

i wonder why. i was with H and F in the bathroom

showering ourselves like there's no awkward moment

H hands were handcuff. weird ~

then, i was at a class. seems like we're learning something 

everyone was sitting with their boyfriend and girlfriend

but not me. i'm just sitting there. seeing them being lovey dovey and stuff

awkward much! then i saw Chonny. i looked and he was looking back 

with the DAFUQ-face. all i did was just shook my head 

and did a face like 'i dunno what's going on' face. it was so weird

then, all that i know Chonny and I were talking and  . . talking more

just talking randomly when i accidentally hit his head

i really didn't mean it. i was like "OMG! are you okay? i'm sorry. i didn't mean it"

i just dunno why i hit his head. he was all dizzy and going round and round

surprisingly, i ran away from him. why did i do that?

i just hit him and just leave him like that. where's my guilt?

he chased me and suddenly he asked

"Hey, what's your name?". "Anna, why?"

"Wanna be my girlfriend?". DAFUQ DID I JUST HEAR?!

and i just had to say no. dunno why though. he asked for my number

somehow i agree to be his girlfriend and then gave my number

but then, "hey, you live in Australia. how am i gonna contact you?"

"i'm still using my Malaysian number. its not gonna work here" 

(somehow were at Australia now -..-)

when he was about to answer me back

i woke up! i was a dream?!! 

DAFUQ!! I JUST DREAMED CHONNY!! AND HE LIKES ME?!!  

it feels like real dude !

then i just smile like a silly person

that is definitely a dream that i'll never forget :)

p/s: i'm skipping the semester blogging thingy 

this one is much better that what i've done today

12 September 2012

before picking le sista and cousin from school

Semester 1 Break blogging day #3 DONE !

creepy nightmare

i am totally late for my big exam. while in a hurry, i realize that my school uniform is still not iron. the clock is ticking very fast. it's already 8 am. what am i suppose to do ? the exam probably have already start and i'm still at home. ahh ! panic attack ! ! ! suddenly, 

"ouh ! i already take the SPM exam. no need to rush. your time in high school is way past already" , silly me. 

so, headed to the mall with my ANGAH, the cousin, AQIL also my dad. my dad drove us with his exora straight to the mall. it was so crowded. found the perfect parking spot. quickly headed towards the mall. then dad forgot something and i volunteer to take it for him. make my way back to the parking lot. hmm. .  weird. 

"why i'm in the middle of nowhere". i turned around, "where is the mall has gone". 

saw a few people were gathering around. don't care at all. in my mind, 

"where is the car anyway ?", 

then saw some patrol guy. headed towards them when suddenly 

"OMG ! is that a SNAKE ! yikes !" 

but it doesn't   bother me at all. it just go straight toward to the crowded people and its heading to a lady and its BITING HER !!!. i am startled. . .shocked . . 

"it could have been me and the people just ignoring the lady ! what's wrong with these people ?" 

i panic ! i don't know what to do. just stand there watching the lady got bit by a big long snake. scares me a lot ! then, the a women try to kick the snake. she was all in red. the snake bit her. i'm totally shaking back there.

haaaa ! ! . . it was just a dream. a nightmare i guess. about snake. i was sweating after that dream. woke up at 8 am after that terrifying horror.