// August Recap //

1. 8 August 2015 - SKUD Event at Bagan Lalang beach.

2. 21 August 2015 - #tiomanvacayday with Haifaa Ghazali, Nadia Saed and Shahira Sohib 

3. 30 August 2015 - taking care of Bunny the rabbit 

4. 31 August 2015 - Went to Midvalley by KTM, with Rozi Darlis, Farhana Morshid, Naim Alias and Zainun Nazireen

Vacay Day // Tioman Island

Certain Event // SKUD at Bagan Lalang beach

SKUD stands for "Seuntai Kasih Untuk Dirasa" which means buckets of love for you. It was the after program for the participant who went to KAR07 (Kembara Alam Rimba 07) which was around 3 months ago at Hutan Terenggun, Lipis, Pahang. Only this time, we, the participant had to conduct and planned for SKUD. The seniors, alumni and facilitators during KAR07 have to come as participant. 

The event went quite well although we had some minor difficulties with the weather at night. It was only for 2 days and 1 night. For the first day, I got massived sunburn red face because I took over the photographer's job due to her migraine. It was fine. It's just that there's not many pictures of me because I'm the one whose been taking all the pictures. Of course we had another photographer, that was Halim. Though I am curious to see whether he took my picture or not. 

First day was filled with laughter and joy from the activities that our team put up to. Not many participants (seniors, alumni and facilitator) came for the first day. Much of them came later in the late evening due to work and other stuff. Around 8:30 pm, the wind at the beach starting to go strong and then we had code red, meaning that it was not safe to be there out in the open. We packed our stuff and moved all the girls to Fit's grandmother's house not far away from the beach. Later at 11:00 pm, all of us gather there to take shelter. It was not what we had in mind but at least we got everyone safe. So, we had our barbecue time there. 

The next day was just simply playing beach volleyball and water playing at the sea. Yet again, it was definitely hot and I can surely felt the warm breeze through the wind. After SKUD ended, our crew had to do a postmortem. It was supposed to be at Fit's grandma's house but later changed to at Shah Alam at Unisel, the club room. So, I dropped my car at my house and went on to Shah Alam with Ucop and went back with him to. During postmortem, it was full with tears and I definitely was not comfortable in that kinda situation. It felt weird seeing the guys cried but whatever, we're a family and family cries with each other while sharing feelings. Anyway, SKUD was awesome and I really hope we could gather again as a family :) 

Vacayday not for real

My sisters and I went to the beach because I had to meet up with my friends regarding for the camp where it will take place there, tomorrow. I waited for one hour before meeting them. I guess I went there a little early. They got here around 5.00 pm I guess and I listen to some of the explanation and instruction regarding tomorrow. Didn't do much. 

But highlights of the day is I bought myself a Naked 2 palette! I can't wait to try it on. Probably thinking of making a video out of it. Well, we'll see. And I am proud to say I drove all the way to the beach by myself accompanied by my sisters. It felt good! Finally, I've gain myself some confidence and trust to drive somewhere further. Good job, Noeanna!

I dream he cheats on me

It was the weekend and Ogie and I were staying at my house for some reason. We were in the bedroom just hanging out on the bed. He was very sweet and kept teasing me a lot. I like it when he's like that. I loved the way he played with my hair. I can already felt his love. . . feeling showered by all his love to me. Makes me feel that I am special to him. As if I am the luckiest girl to have him by my side. He kisses my cheek softly and played with my nose gently. It was by far the happiest moment I had ever had with him. 

Suddenly, out of nowhere, came Zati to our house. And for some unexplained reason, Ogie decided to go out with Zati and unfortunately I can't tag along because I have to study for some test and something something. So, I just stayed home trying to study but my mind seems can't focus because I know he is out there with another woman and I really cannot stand that. 

It was almost late in the evening and he still have not returned yet. I was getting a little worried and yet a bit curious. Where could they have gone to? I tried calling but he left his phone here. Then, I tried calling his badminton club's friends and asked them to look for him.

Eventually they found him. Quickly I went to meet him. As I was getting closer, I could see that he was not in good condition. He looked like he was beaten up but by who? He said he got ambushed by Azrul and his friends while he and Zati were taking a walk by the lake. I just sit there watching him talking and explaining to his friends of the incident. He got bruises all over his body and yet I could still see some blood from his wound. 

After they left, we walked home together. While walking, I asked him why did he brought Zati to the lake and why can't I go to the lake with him? He said it is dangerous for me to go to the lake as I am afraid of the water and he just simply said I can't go there. I was furious. Then I said "What if I want to go there too? Have you ever ask before? What makes Zati so special that you can take her there while I'm your girl but yet you cannot take me there. Even worst, that was your first time going there and it was with her!".

I ran back to the house feeling upset. I throw away both my shoes before getting into the house with tears in my eyes. It just hurts me. I feel pain. A moment before, we were so much in love and the not long after that he was already with another woman. Apparently, Zati was Azrul's girl for some reason and that's why they beat him up. I felt sorry for him because he got beaten up but at the same time I was in pain too. Feeling misery inside of myself. I just kept on crying. 

I suddenly woke up. Waking up in the morning feeling sad was the worst thing ever. Thank God I was not crying although I really did cried my eyes out in that dream. Not a single time wasted, I quickly texted Ogie telling him about my dream and he said it was foolish. There is no way he could do that, he said. Well, that takes all my worries away :)

Movie // Mission : Impossible - Rogue Nation

This is not really what I wanted to see when I plan to go to the mall today. I want to watch Papertown actually but the ticket were all sold out. Why??!! So I had to watch this with Angah because she insisted. When the movie started, I did not even put my mind to focus during the movie because all I ever wanted to watch on that day was only Papertown. 

But later on, the motorcycle scene caught my heart. They looked so cool and awesome in a good kinda way. I totally fell in love with the motorbike but I still think it is too dangerous. I can ride but not that kind of bike. Basically, the bike looks cool and I would love to ride it WHILE WEARING HEELS! 

Overall, the movie was nice. I'd give it 8/10 cuz it made me react like a bunch of times. The worst part that I cannot handle to watch was when Ethan Hunt had to dive into the profile place and had to hold his breath for 3 effing minutes without any oxygen supply. It was the worst and they gave me goosebumps during that scene.

Anyway, I brought back and ate a McDonald's double cheeseburger and got a happy tummy here. But I still wanna watch Papertown! Workout session day 4 is still going on. I made some time for some workout session. It was just a quick session, well at least I keep em' going and hoping it will keep on going until I reach my limits. 

Hot Stuff // The perfect shoes store for me @rayyana.co

While roaming around in Instagram, I came across this one instashop with the title "Platforms, Shoes, Heels & Bags" @rayyana.co and decided to follow their instagram. After getting approval, I looked and scrolled at their selling items and to my amusement all those shoes fits right into my soul of shoes and I am in love!

Chunky heels and platforms are the one made for me to walk.

Please wake me up early in the morning.

It was not a productive day today as I woke up around 11 am in the morning. I did not do much in the morning as I got one hour left with it. Just shower quickly and did laundry. Around 3 o' clock, I went to Banting with mother and Angah. We went to the bank, did some groceries shopping and bought me a new glasses! I broke mine few weeks before and I have been wearing contacts since then but now no more contacts because I got myself a glasses and it is nice. 

Later in the evening, I did a bit of workout. I tried to follow steps from blogilates but to no avail I changed it and improvised. All because I was listening to Major Lazer's songs. It was more of a hip dancing session rather than a workout session but in the end, I did get sore legs and I can't properly stand because my legs were shaking. It was just temporary as the shaking were gone after constant walking around the house. So enough to say this is actually day 2 of workout day. Hoping it will continue until the end of the month, fingers cross. 

#TypicalTuesdaySelfie

Taking off webs in here

I got bored and decided to reread my old blog post when I realized that I haven't post anything THIS YEAR and the year is almost coming to an end. Gosh, Noeanna. Were you that lazy to write. Well, I guess I am. This time I admit it, I am definitely too lazy to write, not going for the usual I-am-too-busy-to-update-my-blog kinda excuse. 

Here's some random updates of what's been happening around with my life these past months of 2015.

January

1. Semester 5 of degree started. (5 January)
2. I broke my toenail at NSK Rawang while pushing a trolley. (11 January)
3. Girls day out with my housemates Sera, Yan and Fara to One Utama. (13 January)
4. Hike up to Broga Hills for the second time with housemates Sera, Yan, Fara and another two girls friend's of Pali. Went together with Ogie, Pali, Ehnon and two of Ogie's friends. (18 January)

February

1. Meet up with the babes cuz Jaz's grandma passed away. (4 February)
2. Babes get-together again at Setia City Mall except for Fara. (7 February)
3. Went to Linggi, Negeri Sembilan to meet my dearest Wancu. (21 February)

March

1. Ekin got married. (1 March)
2. Exploring Ikea with Ogie for the first time. (7 March)
3. Playing netball again and crushing it for Sukan Antara Fakulti, SAF. (14 March)
4. Celebrating dad's birthday with 6 different Secret Recipe's cake and KFC at Ijok. (15 March)
5. First time bought online jubah and wearing it. (18 March)
6. Volunteered at Buku and Bazaar for theater production funding's. (31 March)

April

1. Seeing a hedgehog for the first time, at home. (5 April)
2. Successfully ended the theater performance. (9 April)
3. News kittens in the house. (12 April)
4. Classmates couple finally marries each other. (19 April) 
5. 2 years of relationship with Ogie. (21 April)
6. Tried Wok It but it didn't work on me. (26 April)
7. Depressed and cutting again. (29 April)

May

1. Tahlil for the loved ones. (1 May)
2. Former primary school best friend got married - Wahida. (2 May)
3. Semester 5 of degree ended. (13 May)
4. Sera left the house to stay in hostel. (13 May)
5. Exploring Petrosains with Ogie. (14 May)
6. Kembara Alam Rimba, KAR07 camp tag along with Ogie. (15 May)
7. Exploring IOI City Mall with the family. (23 May)
8. Helping angah with her UKM video interview. (25 May)
9. Exploring IOI City Mall with the siblings and cousin, Aqil. (30 May)

June

1. Semester 6 of degree started. (1 June)
2. Insidious chapter 3 movie with Ogie at Rawang TGV. (4 June)
3. Big Bad Wolf Big Box Sale with the family at The Mines. (6 June)
4. Cousin's wedding, Abang Zainal's. (7 June)
5. Exploring Mitsui Outlet Park for the first time with the family. (7 June)
6. Mickey the house cat died of mystery. (8 June)
7. Tahlil for a GPMS member and club gathering. (15 June)
8. Ramadan start. (18 June)
9. Mother's bithday. (28 June)

July

1. Full attendance babes meeting at One Utama also with Pali, Shaakir, Fauzan and Rafe. (4 July)
2. Had my first Jipangi at One Utama together with Fara. (4 July)
3. Noticing and interested in sugar skull makeup. (6 July)
4. Educational Sociology conference. First of the first conference of life. (10 July)
5. A mouse got into the house at malam raya. (17 July)
6. Eidul Fitri 2015. (17 July)
7. Raya meet up with them primary school mates, Aely, Fatin and Adib. (21 July)
8. Day out with Ogie for Manhattan Fish Market at Setia City Mall. (25 July)
9. Petting a bunny named Bunny together with Ogie. (25 July)
10. Semester 6 of degree ended. (30 July)
11. Ogie sent me back home for the first time and mom was surprisingly friendly towards him. (31 July)