Alhamdulillah, thank you dear Allah.

I'm not really in a good mood right now but still wanna write. I just wanna let you know about the good news, that's it. Ohh and not to mention the stupid, fucking problems that I have to face for now.

GREAT NEWS 1.
Bought two new shoes, can't wait to use em' 

GREAT NEWS 2.

I got 3.75 GPA for semester 2. Yeay me ! Gotta get 3.5 and above for semester 3

MAJOR PROBLEM 1. 

My phone are starting being weird and stuff. It keeps on saying the message is full and in order to receive new message, I have to delete old messages. WTF little android! You were just fine before with 500 messages and now with 200 messages in the inbox you're saying is full? GOSH! and I think I'm gonna have to buy a new sd card with bigger capacity. 4GB is enough right? ? Herrr moneyyyy!

MAJOR PROBLEM 2.

Now this one is really annoying. I don't know how it happen but suddenly my laptop keyboard is being weirdly annoying. When you push 'P' it will appear '*'. I have to use the Fn button to use the screw up letter

• P = *
• O = 6
• I = 5
• L = 3
• K = 2
• J = 1
• M = 0
• :/; = -
• ?// = +
• 0/) = /

Troublesome, I hope it's not broken. Fufufufufu

Got my bang back

One more week left before semester 3 starts. When I think about it, I've done nothing much the past these days. Hey, I got my bang back. That's good right. Trying to get used to it now. I've just watched Phobia 2 and it was awesome. I just like the last part actually, the one with the cute Thai guys. I was smiling all the way through that scene. He's one cute Thai guy and tall too. Oh, and I also finished watching To The Beautiful You, the Korean drama. It was nice actually. I want to write more but it's kinda late actually. 1 o'clock already ahh? Mehhhhh. Night night then :)

Here comes the holiday

Finally, semester 2 has ended. Alhamdulillah :) Everything went well. I finished the exam last Friday. Last paper was Literature. Whoaah, what a killer subject. My writing hand went numb after that. Wrote too much I guess. Hehh, too much but I'm not really sure if that's the perfect answer. Now, I have 2 weeks off before semester 3 start. I came home on Saturday night and until now I still don't know what to do. Mehhhh.

Last week was the very last of me staying in Unisel. Ahhh, gonna miss there for sure and D5-3F-U2. Lots of memories. 

 

Gloomy gloomy little Unisel's hostel,

thank you for taking care of us

sincerely, me

Surprisingly News

In life, we meet many people. Young and old. We make them our friends and family no matter how old they are. We accept them with open heart. Once you start knowing people, forgetting them is not as easy as it looks because we share memories together. Even though they are no more in this world, we'll always remember them and cherish the precious moment when we're together with them. Although you barely know them, but to forget them; we just can't because that person will always exist in our memory. 

Al-Fatihah to Ejat's mother who passed away yesterday evening

I'm sorry and I wish I was there for you, just be strong 

I know you can and you are strong

I love you, dearest best friend 

Few last day in Unisel

A lot have been going on these past days and very tiring at some point. The WiFi keeps on disappearing some time and making me crazy without internet. I really can't live without internet. Fufufufu :3 It's already Thursday now and I have big exam this morning at 9 am. Academic Reading Skills. Hope everything goes well. I did read the notes and memorize stuff. Wish me luck so that I can answer the paper well later. Tomorrow, the last day in Unisel, I have 2 paper. ESL and Literature. Both are tough paper, killer ones. Gahhhh, how am I gonna survive through that?! 

Now, just spending the last day in Unisel because in the next sem, I'll not be living in Unisel anymore because they (Unisel people and other Uniselians aliens) are trying to make the hostel a better palce to live unlike now, full of unsafe places here. Well, what I'm sure here there's no emergency exit in case there's fire. There's only one staircase and that's not good. I think they have to reconstruct the whole hostel back again, like it suppose to 10 years ago. Making it more safer I guess. Good for the upcoming students though. We've already found a place to stay for semester 3 later and it is super big, totally a big house. I've already been to the house and didn't take any picture. I'll post about that house later.

What I'm gonna miss when leaving Unisel:

• The sound of the dog barking and howling in he middle of the night
• Snooping the guys playing futsal at the court
• Getting drinks at the vending machine at night in PJ's 
• Long walk to warung for dinner. Now just cafe
• Jogging around the circle till late night
• Star gazing at the lake
• Meeting cute little Bella
• Being goofy at night with housemates
• Watching scary movies in Fawaa's room
• The fast WiFi (ᅮ_ᅮ)

          That's about it but I think there's more, it's just that I don't remember. Well, just cherish the memories to myself then. 

About You Now

I don’t know how to say this but I really like you. I really do and I really hope we can meet soon but somehow I feel like you don’t feel the same way like I did. Do you already have a girlfriend? Am I just some girl you know ? This is the first time I like someone since the last time I like someone. I’ve been with myself for so long and envy too much of my friends’ happy time with their boyfriend. I really hope you’d be the one and somehow I don’t think you’re the one but I really want you to be. At some point, I think I’m not ready for this; start a relationship with you but I really want to try it with you. It’s just that I’m confused. Do you really like me? No, do you like me or just consider me as a friend? You send me heart and I really fell for that.

It’s been two months since we knew each other and we’ve never met. I wanna ask you out but that’d be weird and I don’t think I’m brave enough to ask you. I am really a shy person and the quiet one when meeting for the first time. I look at your twitter and see you flirting with other girls and I feel like I’m just the same like those girls who you flirt with. I can’t say I love you because I don’t know you; it’s just that I like you. That’s it for now

New List To Cross

UPDATED 4 AUGUST 2015

Doing the best in Foundation. Nineteen and doing degree. Be a morning person. Sleep early. Lose lots of weight. Redesign my mind. Keep my hair longer. Getting my Samsung Galaxy Note. Full set of makeup kit. Have a boyfriend again. Get to drive far away from home. Learn to cook. Paint my nails yellow. Buy myself a cute table lamp. Stretch my legs apart. Buy myself pumps and Dr. Martens. Being able to roller blade. Dye my hair. Jeans size 26. Adventures with fellow high school friends. Went to a trip with friends in a van. Buy a Polaroid camera. Record myself singing my favorite song. Make a video for my friend. Collect more books, not just teen novels. Make a scrapbook that's full of memory about us. Being able to talk in Korean a bit. Enjoy the beach without feeling afraid. Make myself my own pillow.