Encore En Vie

Listening to J Rabbit's song over and over again. I'm falling in love with her voice ♡

Hello, people on earth. I've been away for a month without blogging a thing. Things got kinda busy. A lot to spill out and I don't know where to start.

The past month I've been working. Well, not to say I like that job but . . ahh there's no but. I just wanna make money out off it. Working for just one month and I don't think I'm gonna work there again. A lot of pros and cons and all I see is cons. Whatever it is, I've got my earnings and it is awesome. I made about a grand and planning to buy a lot of things right now :)

Then comes Ramadhan while I was working. At first, I was planning to fast full for one month. Unfortunately, things happens and my period came. Damn you period, you stink ! Working while fasting is a new thing to me since it was my first time working, earning money in my life.

So, tomorrow is gonna be Eid. Bye bye Ramadhan. I hope to meet you again next year. I hope so, we'll just have to see about that. It just doesn't feel like Eid to me. I don't know why. I just can't get the feeling to celebrate Eid this year. I'm planning to just stay home and watch tv while eating cookies. Yeah, that sounds nice :)

Sayang,

  We haven't meet almost three months and it's killing me inside. I really really wanna meet you but the time just don't seems right every time you ask me out. I felt jealous, envious towards Haifaa & Shaakir, Jaz & Fauzan, Fawaa & Rafe. Cuz although they're far apart or not far apart but they still have time to meet each other. I feel like I AM A LAME GIRLFRIEND. What to do. My life is control by my parents. I really don't like it when we're like this. There was a time I feel like to give up. Give up on us. I just can't stand it anymore. But then I think again. I love you and I can't imagine my life without you. I am sad, having to spend almost 3 months not seeing you.

I love you, Ogie ♡