I don't know how to write this but I have to write about this. Because if I don't, I will just let it keep inside of me. I don't really share my problems with. Just now, recently, I always spill it out to my boyfriend. He's my best friend right now. I tell him everything and he tells me everything; there's no secret between us.
I want to cry but I hold on to it. A few months ago, I got so depressed that I started to self-cut. I've stop for a while after telling my boyfriend about it. He doesn't wants to see me hurting myself. And now, the urge to cut has come again. I can't breathe.
It hurts to know the fact that you can't be with your love one. Bye