Saturday, October 19, 2013


black&white, music, broken, fuck, girl, saved, love, tears, sad, harm, shit happens

Sometimes I'm original but the other time you see me, I'm just like everybody else

The truth is you don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

I'm stuck in between
From being stuck, I'd prefer to be crush
It's much more easier, I don't have to hold on to the pain for so long

I know it's bad to hope awful things to happen to you but I just really need it badly right now

I am more afraid to the reality now than before
Home is where my heaven now and out there is where my hell is
Sometimes I wish you were in my place just to know how I feel
My feelings confuses me

How I wish I could vanish from this big bad world and come back as a sweet girl that really knows how to handle stuffs and matters

It's not them, it's me who's making my life like this
Awfully thinking I'm stupid for being myself right now that's not really myself
Where should I explode myself ? In your face or your fucking ass !
I hate it. I just hate it

Keep it to yourself while you still can
I just need someone to guide me to right path
Not someone to tell me that I am wrong to everything I did
It's just so hard for me to take it 

I just need someone to hold my hand and tell me that it's okay, everything's going to be fine. You don't have to worry about everything else

I want something but I won't say it; that's just me being me and I don't want to change it

Friday, October 18, 2013

Deux Mois

For two months, 

"Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. 
Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. 
Just walk beside me and be my friend"

- Albert Camus -